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As much as I hate having to get up much earlier than I want to for Saturday meetings at work I do like leaving and actually feeling awake. Plus, knowing that the majority of your coworkers are also hungover and have way too much coffee and/or 5 hour energy is great. We're an even more awesome bunch of people that early in the morning.
We were trying to teach each other how to dougie this morning. No, I'm not kidding. Yes, we are that awesome.
Back when I first started and we had meetings, I would always sit off to the side. Not away from the main group, but on the outside of it. I'm one of those people that takes a really long time to get comfortable around people, and most people I know never reach that point. Actually, I can't think of a person I've ever been wholly and completely comfortable around. There is always a part of myself that is held back and I think that is something that will always ring true. There are definitely those that I am comfortable around, but no one that I can think of that I could say everything that runs through my mind to.
Back the my original point, I used to sit off to the side at meetings. And I actually still sit in the exact same spot that I've sat in ever since the first meeting, because I get the better chair and the computer desk to lean on/hide the fact I'm trying to keep myself awake most meetings. Instead of being on the outside of the group, I'm now right there in in the middle. Sometime in the past two years of working there, the group has shifted over to be near the desk I have claimed as my own. I think it actually started with a certain now-marine, but I hadn't noticed that change until I really thought about it today. People congregate around the desk now and I actually make jokes. I even dance sometimes.
One of the doctors is getting married in a few weeks so yesterday was full of talk of that. I'm not much of a marriage person, so I just listened whenever that conversation started. Later that day, one of my coworkers was telling me about her dream wedding. I've never really thought about my dream wedding, because I really don't see myself getting married. I don't know why that is. I told her that and she said she could actually see that. "You're that person that I see traveling around the world working overseas and just being too busy to get married." What is weird is I've only mentioned my interest in traveling to her in passing.
I hope she is right on that account.
I found a livesteam of Doctor Who to watch before work, woot woot!
We were trying to teach each other how to dougie this morning. No, I'm not kidding. Yes, we are that awesome.
Back when I first started and we had meetings, I would always sit off to the side. Not away from the main group, but on the outside of it. I'm one of those people that takes a really long time to get comfortable around people, and most people I know never reach that point. Actually, I can't think of a person I've ever been wholly and completely comfortable around. There is always a part of myself that is held back and I think that is something that will always ring true. There are definitely those that I am comfortable around, but no one that I can think of that I could say everything that runs through my mind to.
Back the my original point, I used to sit off to the side at meetings. And I actually still sit in the exact same spot that I've sat in ever since the first meeting, because I get the better chair and the computer desk to lean on/hide the fact I'm trying to keep myself awake most meetings. Instead of being on the outside of the group, I'm now right there in in the middle. Sometime in the past two years of working there, the group has shifted over to be near the desk I have claimed as my own. I think it actually started with a certain now-marine, but I hadn't noticed that change until I really thought about it today. People congregate around the desk now and I actually make jokes. I even dance sometimes.
One of the doctors is getting married in a few weeks so yesterday was full of talk of that. I'm not much of a marriage person, so I just listened whenever that conversation started. Later that day, one of my coworkers was telling me about her dream wedding. I've never really thought about my dream wedding, because I really don't see myself getting married. I don't know why that is. I told her that and she said she could actually see that. "You're that person that I see traveling around the world working overseas and just being too busy to get married." What is weird is I've only mentioned my interest in traveling to her in passing.
I hope she is right on that account.
I found a livesteam of Doctor Who to watch before work, woot woot!
