We are all living the same way. We are all escaping the same way.

This summer seems so far away and I'm wanting to keep hold of it, but I can't. I miss waking up in the morning and not knowing what the day might bring. I wake up now and it's school or work. There are no adventures or train rides. There's books and tests and angry customers. That is what my days consist of, with some laughter in between. I know it is temporary, but I hate having everyday of the week outlined for me.

I don't think it has quite hit me I'm done with school in less than a year. This time next year, I could be in Peru. I could be at Machu Picchu. It doesn't even seem possible. I applied for graduation a few weeks ago and it help like any other school task online. A girl, I don't even know her name just that she looks like Megan Fox, was sitting with us for lunch the day after I said that I did it and she said it must have felt so good to hit that button. It didn't though. It didn't feel like anything.

I don't know what life is without school. I've never been without school. I think it'll be fun to find out, but I should be terrified and I'm not yet.

It is also funny. The most worthwhile class I've taken in college, out of every single semseter, is the yoga class I'm currently in. Yoga is so different when you're in a class than my at home practice. I walk out of there with such an appreciation for life and in the best mood.