kaia

Have you ever had that moment where you just stop and wonder "what am I doing?"

I just had that, after sitting here for over 2 hours studying, surrounded by two people also doing the same. I recognize both and talk to one once in a while, but there is a feeling of comradely.

Maybe it took the order of cheese fries that ended up being double of what they normally give me to spark it, but why do I do these things I know I'll regret later. Not fit the calories, but because my body is going to scream at me later tonight. They're not even good, but I thought to myself "I'm going to comfort myself with cheese fries!" That is comfort that only lasts minutes.

This actually isn't really about cheese fries. I was reading one my favorite blogs today and at the end of the post the writer said something along the lines of "if you wrote this to me, you already know what you have to do. This is me giving you permission." And it just hit something and put me in this weird mood.

I'm all over the place. I guess that is what comes when I have the means to express the thoughts as they come now.

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