So if you see him, the man in the mask, tell him I'm leaving and not looking back.

I signed up for my classes for the Spring semester a few days ago and am somewhat discouraged by them. I was hoping for the Human Sexualities class with my Anthropology professor but it seems she isn't teaching it. I'm long overdue to transfer to an actual university, yet I linger here. Perhaps hoping to figure out what it is I acutally want to do with my life or just to avoid making that decision, who knows. There are so many things I would like to do so wrapping my mind around one and pursuing just that, even if it is just for the time being, is somewhat difficult.

I guess I've always been that way though, somewhat sporadic in those topics that interest me. I'll choose bits and pieces of each and disregard the rest. I want to learn it all, yet I don't want to have to focus on one certain subject and one certain aspect of the subject. As an example, I am fond of Microbiology but there are a great deal of topics in it that I do not care about in the slightest and then there are many I do care. Parasites are one of those topics that I have a great interest in but just studying parasites for the rest of my life, or even for a few years of my life would be rather boring after a few months. That is how my mind works, I suppose. My mind is already thinking of something else while in the middle of another problem. This means I have a hard time seeing beyond the here and now, or beyond the very near future. It is not a fault, persay, but there are times one must plan ahead. I keep expecting life to just fall into place and it doesn't often work out like that.